i'm supposed to be doing maths now but i feel like blogging. hehe.
i wanna see the dead sea scrolls! they look cool. haha. but more imptly they can bolster my love for history! :D
haha i just flipped through some photo albums my parents took out. guess cos we just went to my grandma's hse for dinner and saw my two adorable cousins (: i think i look better when i was younger instead of now. haha.
haiz i also watched the mj world tour. dunno when it was held. wow if i had to perform like that for more than two hours straight i'll faint leh.
ok shall do maths now. bb.

ooh i've been updating almost every day (:
too slack le la. this is terrible.
i got to tell myself to stop thinking of sucky results (esp maths) and get on with the rev for the EYE! :O
anw
today was Sports Day! :D
i participated in 4x100m (: third runner. hmm, seems to be destined that i were to be the third runner everytime i take part in that event. went back to tpy stadium :D ran on the same part of the track like what i did every sports day in my pri sch for three consecutive annual sports meets (: this is my fourth year. however the first place had evaded me once more (yes i took part in the same event last year but ended up arnd the last few positions).
BUT
my team still got third! (: we got the wrong medals at first but we got the correct ones back after a moment's confusion. actually we got fourth, but the original third position-holder (2O) got disqualified. idk why. cara was damn fast leh (if cara's reading the previous sentence i bet that her ego will swell faster than you can say 'cara' xD) she was super close to the last runner from 2O. hahas jeslyn said she wanted to take a photo of cara running but all she took was her leg! XD
the gold medal really looks like gold but bronze is better than nothing! ;D
finally sthg! last year took part in two events but didn't get anything (all team events). i'm not saying that my teams are lousy or sthg but if you can win the sports class and all those athletic cedarians, you're good.

haha recorded an episode of hobby tv (of course, with RANDALL! XD) on my phone. so i can watch it anytime! haha! mio tv's dumb.

4x100m is driving me NUTS.
we don't have the best team. sorry to say but yes. i'm not saying i'm v gd or anything.
now joyce has a swollen foot, when she agreed to be the first runner, when no one wanted to be.
natalie is okay to stand in for her but she doesn't want to be the first...
ahh..! always making me whoop in joy for nothing.
at least randall kept my mind off the event for half an hr...tdy's episode was on hobbies related to swimming. (yes he took off his shirt when he got into the pool. my gosh i sound so sickkk XD not that he's very muscular or sthg, only his arms are XD) i feel like retching now cos of my gross-ness. haha a new word again.

haiz, got back hist and geog ytd.
both A2.
i was expecting A1 for hist..even though ms ng was scaring everybody when she said we didn't score very high.
i maintained that standard since last year! and it had to change now...
two nights ago i dreamt i got back geog and i got 14...hehheh.
unbelievable.
and i really got that score. at least mrs tan read out my name..hehe, even though i got only A2. haha.
don't mind me cos it's only the second time my teachers said my name out for a test. hehe.
now calculating my L1R5. dang i get damn low...
excluding L1 and lit i alr got 8!! if i use chinese it'll be B3...my half mark...
urgh. hopefully by some miracle i can get A2. hah.
all thanks to maths, a sucky B3. i don't care what others got. it's damn shit. great, cos i never studied hard for all my subjects. i guess i'm sort of a last-minute person, always doing things last minute..

simon's a bastard.

my gosh i fell in love with katy perry's hot n cold! haha it's catchy, esp the chorus! (:
i'm so tired i don't wanna do maths! and there's 10 qns! argh..
i think i'm gg to sleep halfway through maths..
ooh and just now i managed to reach home at 3 o'clock sharp! wow i thought i would miss the show! luckily the bus and train came fast (i had to run and half-run alot though) came back at record time! 25min instead of the usual 45min xD
haha thankfully i didnt miss my randall!! XDD
haha he's just so cute can!
was crapping with claris, who came over to sit at wonglei's place since she didn't come to sch. we talked abt usain bolt, ah mas (yes, grannies, and i forgot ah ma cara was behind me, luckily she didn't hear me. hehheh, i wasn't talking abt her anw), DYT(!!), and of course RANDALL XDD during chinese cls! haha xD
haha this is a happy post i guess, much better than the previous post.
okok buh bye (:

hellos (:
eee i feel like changing my blog add.
anw, trng ytd was alright, wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. it's only one and a half hrs. 2.4km run and gym and skipping and push-ups, the usual. now my arms are dang painful :'( i can't do anything without my arms hurting like crap!
but if every sat trng was like ytd's trng, i don't mind.
at least i get to go home early. hehheh.
got to get back to zuowen...haiz.
cya ;D

SIAN.
tmr got 3 HOURS of PHYSICAL TRNG.
terrific.
absolutely marvelous.
my right eye twitching dang hard two times just now. NOT a good sign.
raining cats and dogs tdy. thunder so loud alot of ppl in my cls screamed. quite funny. haha.
only a few steps out of sch and i was soaked. esp my feet.
then got one guy asked me if i could share my umbrella with him -.-
his friend asked a sec one walking in front of me.
well i couldn't just walk away right? (even though i wanted to). so i said okay lor. i was holding the umbrella then he went to take it from me >:(
DAMN AWKWARD. crossing the road in the relentless downpour with a stranger, my right side drenched -.-|| and he kept asking me, "To where? To the bus-stop?"
for a moment i tot he was gg to run away with my umbrella.
then i saw sarine. she laughed at me. i think i made the 'urgh' face (roll-eye expression).
but i think it was a good thing she was there. i talked with her for a while before she left and i had to wait damn long for 26 so i reached home at arnd 3.15 and missed half of the show with the shuai caucasian D:<
today's a fantastic day.
only art's fun xD did silhouette project. ours is not exactly making use of silhouettes, it's more of a puppet show. i thought we were gg to make silhouettes but it ended up everyone wanted to make a puppet show so okay then. the story plot is funny can! on animal protection. we spent abt half a period initially, trying to think up of a plot. and me and jaime thought of one in a few mere seconds! talk abt impromptu! haha it was hilarious xD she said a few sentences and i continued with another few sentences in quick succession so you can imagine we were "blah blah" and "blah blah" and then laughing damn hard (quite difficult to imagine me laughing hard right? haha!) then the filming itself was damn FUNNY cos we were trying to find some way to move the animals, esp the penguin part! NG-ed a few times XD first the string came off the blue tack, followed by the penguin flipping 180 degrees so while sliding down the ice slope halfway it showed its back to the cam! XDD
ok gotta do hw now.
bye (:

yay (:
today's a happy day :D
i don't want to be ego but i simply can't help myself (:
so pardon me :)
i topped the class for sci :D
but i didnt get very high.
not like 27 and above.
it's over 30 marks.
still...hehe :D
i was dang scared loh, when mrs yeo didnt return me my paper when everyone got theirs back.
then she told the class i got the highest.
i wanted to jump about and say hooray XD
but i didnt la.
i was in shock.
i tried to make the 'wide-eyed' expression, so i think i looked genuinely surprised.
cos i am.
but i couldn't help but smile at myself all the time XD
first time topping the class for a test leh!
hehe :D
i was so excited to go home and tell my mum the good news.
then she went to burst my bubble saying 'luckily, can pull up your maths marks, maths didn't get very good right?'
she had to do this all the time.
yeah i know i got a lousy B3 for maths.
thankfully my dad didn't do the same.
the air-con ppl are coming tmr.
haha okay that was random :D
i got to run 4 rounds tmr...got jogging - 2 rounds - plus make-up run cos i didn't run last fri.
i think that's random too :D
i just love talking abt random stuff :]
that's random too :D
haha okay i'll stop talking abt random stuff and go sleep now :D
nites :)

exams are over! whee! :D
watching hobby tv now. yea it's a kids' show but it's okay lah and the main reason i watch this show is cos one of the host is rather shuai XD. he's caucasian. i'm kinda glad his partner acts like an absolute retard and looks like lion/monkey not yet properly evolved, so he appears smarter and shuai-er XD. but he acts cute sometimes. haha it's a little gross ;D
ahh i dunno what to do now. no hw, i also dunno play what com games. hmm.

This is my 100th post! whee ;D
haha now i keep acting like a total retard in sch! XDD
first (last friday) me, jaime and regina were chionging last-min art photoshop work in the com lab. regina had this fake dough star or whatever it is and she told me it was real bread dough and i actually believed her lor! XD
then tdy when gg to the sci lab i passed by this teacher - i think his sleeves went over his elbows or sthg - then when i was abt to walk past him he like, flexed out his arms la. i thought he wanted to punch me! i laughed non-stop all the way up the two levels XDDD still laughing now!
sigh i hate that sickening crap of a coach simon can?!? everytime leave me out. what's my problem?
is it cos i dun have a doubles partner?
is it cos my gastric? but my gastric's fine now! i don't have to eat med anymore!
what's his problem man?!!
i only did agility and footwork and play with the sec ones and that's it!!
the rest of the half an hr was spent reading up on hist.
and is reading other ppl's hist essay cos pointers was asked to be given.
so pathetic can??!
so damn angry when i got back.
but after some crappy stuff with weiting i was all better :)
haha boss never fails to cheer me up, even if she did it unknowingly.
she's such a cutie! ;D (i'm not trying to sweet-talk my way to a pay rise, seriously :D and pay me my [meagre] salary on the 30th!)
maths get damn lan..drop to B3. one more mark was all i need for a A2!!
haiz speaking of the exams i'm not supposed to be writing this post now cos i needa study last-min stuff for hist and lit tmr! my gosh..
hist is okay but i'm a little jittery over lit..
hopefully i can get a B3 if not an A2 (yeah but most probably that'll be impossible)
rmb the ad on optimism! forget abt that crappy guy!
jyjy! :D

I'm so sleep-deprived!! DX
so tired tdy, nearly dozed off during history!! eeks! >.<
haizz, finally maths is over. terrifying. and it still chills me to the bones. damn it man, i crossed out the correct working for the second last qn! *^*&%#@! ARGHHHHH.
it's over anyway.
and chinese...i got damn crappy can?? still B3...whatthe. only 1/2 mark away from an A2! then it could have been the first time in my sec sch life getting an A for chinese! AH! and i missed it by 1/2 mark!!!!
still got crappy lit proj! act some stupid nonsensical play next wk when there are 3 COMMON TESTS NEXT WEEK, one of them is lit!??
tdy chiong-ed last min art photoshop hw! used up 2hrs of my time! spent 1 hr realizing how to open new files before putting the final piece of work onto the grey canvas! had to skip lunch! AH!
i'm getting crappier and crappier in badminton! &*#(*&#*@! (btw those symbols are just to refrain myself from spelling out vulgarities)
i'm complaining all the time i post! cos there're things to complain abt!
i'm so tired and grumpy i'm talking nonsense now! AHHH!

EMO STUFF:
tmr got science CT!! AHH.
friday got maths CT!! AHH.
tmr still got trng!! AHH.
HAIZ.
- ytd night alicia called to ask if i could temporarily fill in for joyce for 10x80m. i wanted to agree, but since i'm not exactly confident in sci, i had to choose revision over 10x80. haiz. and it's not even my event. so, well, the odds were against the pro(s).
i felt really bad cos i know how frustrating it could be when you called almost everyone at night for a substitute and everyone says no. haiz. though i've never been through this kind of experience. hopefully i dont :/
- i everytime cannot connect to restaurant city! so damn irritating. and i think my restaurant popularity like dang low liao la. i wanna play sthg but i dont like those internet games. only word challenge and restaurant city are fun. so facebook's the next best invention beside plastic and light.
now all the fb games are dao-ing me. maybe it's a sign that i should continue revision. yea, i'm supposed to be doing some more last-min revision. better go now.
:) STUFF:
haha my dad got his degree le! :D on construction. hoorah!
OTHERS:
there's alot of things i wanna say but i dont think i have the time to write them all out. they're useless anyway. haiz.
i wanna be more 'spontaneous'!
i wanna be more 'open-minded'!
i wanna be more 'hardworking'!
but when can i get what i want?
haiz.

this is a DAMN angry post so you can don't read it.
URGH!!!!! SO FREAKING MMMMAAAADDDD NOW!!!! 一想就一肚子火!!!　气死人了.
it goes like this: i had to do a history essay on a judgmental qn. i paired with weilin to write it. AND YOU KNOW WHAT!!? she went to put her *%&@)# name only!!!! submitted it in her name and wrote her name on the essay! like scared people dunno she wrote it! **** her!!! and whaddya know, i had to spend a whole day writing my part of the essay and refining her whole entire chunk of essay!! dammit! >:((
and she still say she got write my name! WTF!! what a big gigantic LIAR! so what if your comparison paras were 'well-written'?? mine were too!!
if you were me, would you be angry?
trying superbly hard to cool down and forget about it.
i got alot of nice things to say tdy but because of that *%%#($)@ person my entire day is ruined!! don't even know if i can sleep later.

hello again!
don't think i will be blogging much cos i needa mug for next week's sci test! :O so i shall write alot. haven't start revising yet so pretty glad that there's no trng this sat.
ytd: chased mrs menon (lit teacher) out of the class. 2nd teacher to walk out. lol. first one was a temp teacher, and good riddance. still hate him for calling me stinky and laughing abt it. stupid ass.
cos she's so mad we never give her answers to her questions and she keeps emphasizing on 'responsiveness'. she keeps scolding us and end up we don't learn anything and we're far behind from the rest of the classes...
but the cool thing is that she's on tv! haha. she was reading out the front part of the pledge. if you see an indian woman with a man and two girls (i think) and in front of a two-storey house, yep, that's her. haha! no wonder i found her familiar. but it's very fast cos they just read a few words. she joked that now she's a star and we could get her autograph. haha :D
going crazy cos of the little prince play.
aiyo i got to seriously change my attitude problem leh!!! everytime so lazy and pissing. got to 放宽心胸 or sthg like that. being too petty and uptight!! >:( urgh.
right, got to mug for science le. next thu :/
jyjy! :D

took chinese test today! my gosh.. wrote some crappy stuff for one of the questions...grr...
finished mugging for history and geography le. actually mostly. yea.
my braces are making the side of my mouth really sore..hopefully there won't be any ulcers..
heart beats have been really fast this few days...ahhh. school stuff luh.
tmr got trng, dunno if shld look forward to it or not...on one hand trng is ): but on the other hand i'm getting lousier as the days go by..i'm back to square 1!! like when i'm sec 1 that time...wth. so i must think of the improvement side and tell myself to look forward to trng! >:)
aha i change subject so fast! cos whatever i think i just type it out.
life's an irony. everything you do is ironic.

heys, it's me again (:
heard the bell abt an hour ago. it's the first of AUGUST today! my gosh. time flies DAMN fast. one moment i was worrying abt the new school term and poof! it's the eighth month of the year alr.
i won't talk abt oral, damn depressing >:(
pushing oral and all those sucky things aside, there they are, all the happy stuff and the new day ahead. why dwell in the dark, cold world of pessimism when you are always welcome to the bright, warm world of optimism? being optimistic is definitely not easy but with the boring old advice of determination and the belief of better things in this seemingly miserable life, you will find yourself finding joy in bad things.
there's this inspirational story in Reader's Digest about a 27-year-old woman who lost all her four limbs in a train accident. so scary!! in replacement of her lost limbs she has prosthetic legs and hooks for hands. and yet she didn't wallow in misery and blame life on doing this to her, just when she was on the path of pursuing a medical career. she is now the first quadrilateral amputee physician. she has my respect :)
i'm gonna mug like crazy after i finish my work. freak, i forgot to copy down the topics tested for maths. so i'll just concentrate on science and geog and maybe a little on hist. i somewhat memorised the parts in the textbook but since they're additional info in the notes i guess i'll have to put aside some time to deal with them.
jiayous to me! :D