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Tuesday, 23 June 2009

heyos (:
i'll blog abt the happy and unhappy parts of my day.
here's the happy parts:
I CAN'T STOP THINKING I HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS SHAWN LEE! HAHA XD SO COOL!! just that i'm 1995 and he's 1990 o.0
and i still rmb everyone in my class singing the 'happy birthday' song and a table full of gifts in front of me!
i love my birthday so much!!
and 2I peeps too! :x
and the heinken ad is damn funny!! esp the screaming man who looks ready to cry and flailing his arms girlish, as if he was forced to stop drinking for a long time and suddenly a whole room stocked full of beer is right in front of him for the taking.
yippee! today don't have gastric pain! just headache only, but it's not so bad now. i think the 100-plus really helped. but the coaches think i got gastric again..:( i was just resting my head on my knees cos i was tired. haiz.
but i think it's a good thing i trained with the sec ones. not abt bonding, but i can train from the basics again so i can have a better foundation. looking at the bright side X) at first i hated training with the sec ones (no offence, even though i may be offending you big time right now), cos i thought i was useless with gastric pain and all and they just wanted to get me out of the way, ya know, hinder the others training or sthg. but, since i'm stuck with the sec ones i suppose i'll have to think positively so i can learn better (:
then mr goh talked to us and mentioned sthg like 'not part of the sch team but have to feel part of the team' or sthg like that. then i rmb anni. well, she was pretty downcast when she knew she couldn't be part of the team. but it's really not her fault. she's from china, after all. she only goes back, like, two times a year at least. to feel part of the team requires everyone to make that particular non-sch team player feel part of the team. not just talk talk then walk away and do their own stuff tgt. ya, the non-sch players also have to be friendly to feel included. but it's a few against the whole sch team right?
i'm seriously considering to be a psychiatrist or sthg. haha =D not bragging but i think i do make an excellent listener XD i believe the most impt thing for bonding is to get to know abt the ~~~ of the person/ppl that you want to know more abt. idk, personal feeling. maybe it's cos i'm sort of a stay-at-home person. but i can play when the time is correct.
right, now's the unhappy part. you can choose not to read it.
i think the issue above (the sch team one) applies to me as well. no, i'm not hinting anything, just that i'm always not training with the sec 2s. and i am a sec 2. and i'm training with the sec ones. how ironic. anyway, i'm alr very happy if i can be a subsitute. i'm not exactly hoping to be a sch player. this year was bcos the team doesn't have enough ppl, that's all. it's not like as if i'm good enough to qualify as a sch team player. ya, maybe i shouldn't. i will pull everyone down. not being a scary-cat or noble or anything...just, ya.
maybe being a subsitute ain't that bad, if i give it some more thought.
and my brothers are still calling me names every day.
ok, gtg, bye (:

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